the grass is always greener..

stoplaughing @ 2005-02-13T11:46:00

2005-02-13T16:46:41Z

man that was easy.

oh when was it that i heard that sweet sound of humility?

2004-09-21T03:08:25Z

so i just remembered that that quiz i did a while ago in here, i never finished it because i was in computer apps class and either the bell rang or mrs conover was having a temper tantrum.

i've been wearing this towel on my head ever since i got home and my neck hurts.

and today i was thinking of this whole new idea that just popped into my head. ahh, i'm so damn crazy. i wrote it down, but it still needs to be thought out a little better.

"are you horny?"

2004-06-14T23:09:44Z

random words from my beloved friend tyler.

so tday was pretty cool i guess...i got to sit in the crab shack and eat ice cream....when iwear my jeans low i kinda look like an ice cream cone. (with my fat rolls going over the sides haha)

brittany told me he delone carnival is this week and i'm all happy and worked up about it because now i get an excuse to see everyone! i'm so happy. i miss all those kids over there ....*points*

i saw ian a couple of weeks ago...brittany he and i sat outside bada's and i was trying to sleep on the speed bump. it was alright. ian...that's a cool kid :) haha. awe he is. he's always so nice but it always looks like he's very deep in thought. i wonder about him...just wonder lol.
and i miss eric and tyler as well. those kids are as cool as....as....er...they're are cool. haha. wooo... yay.

hmm.

there's a little black spot on the sun today.

2004-06-08T22:38:52Z

two more days of school.

have you ever noticed how cool some people are? haha... adam helfrick didn't even have to say a thing in one of his journal entries and i think there were 28 people who still left comments. amazing. i want to be him for a day.

jeff is going crazy and i feel bad for him. he's got to work and he hates it...poor him. but it's true, we are goingto have to work full time 5 days a week from like 6 in the morning until maybe 5 if you're lucky...go home...make din din...clean...sleep...wake up...work.....ect. for how much of your life? it really is depressing when you think of it...i don't want to live to be 80.

and isn't it pathetic how all of the news today is just miserable shitty news...and to make us feel a little better, they try to throw something pleasant in with all of the fighting...so we get a useless 10 minute story on how some lady moved to hanover and bought a dog?...that just brightens my day.

when i'm old enough..i think i will move to the amazon with one of those tribes that tries to stay away from all of that. ..yea...

venus was in the way of the sun today...it will happen again in 2012....

survey i stole from brent

2004-05-20T17:27:22Z

~*~Basic Shit About You~*~

Name: Stevii
Age: 15
Location: Hanover
Sign: Capricorn
Date of Birth: 12.29.88
Your style: anything
Your hair color: brownish
Your hair style: long because i'm too lazy to ask daddy to cut it
Your eye color: brown
Your shoe size: 8
Height: 5'4?
Body type (big/small/skinny/fat/big boned/whatever): skinny and anorexic!

~*~Favorites~*~

color: green
movie: ghost world
movie genre: anything that's good
number: er?
sport: i type.
time of the day (morning/afternoon/night): i like days.
flower: lilac<---me too
tv show: simpsons/conan
holiday: christmas
season: spring

~*~Music~*~

What kind of music do you listen to?: some emo...i guess some punk...some old stuff like the rat pack
Name a few of your favorite bands/groups: rbf, soco, std, rat pack, rancid (sorry)
Who is your favorite singer?: dean martin/frank
Who is your favorite guitar player?: no clue
Who is your favorite drummer?: no clue
What is your all time favorite song:: do you know what i love the most?-saves the day
What song always makes you cry?: dying in new brunswick-thursday
What song makes you wanna smash something?: i am no killer- thursday
What song always makes you horny?: any song on the queen of the damned soundtrack.
Who is the sexiest musician in music?: tim armstrong?
Do you have a strange hate for any musicians?: people that are gay like andrew vansant...and then become famous

~*~Which is better~*~

Godsmack or Alice in Chains?: alice in chains
Blink 182 or Sum 41?: blink 182
Kittie or KidneyThieves?: only ever hear the kidney thieves
Simple Plan or Good Charlotte?: neither<--what he said
Nine Inch Nails or Marilyn Manson?: marilyn manson?
The White Stripes or The Darkness?: is wayne trump an option..i pick him
Ozzy or Alice Cooper?: only ever heard ozzy
Rob Zombie or Powerman 5000?: powerman 5000
Green Day or the Offspring?: greenday
Cold or Staind?: staind
Ludacris or 50 Cent?: neither
Missy Elliot or Lil Kim?: neither
Christina or Britney?: both
Snoop Dogg or Dr. Dre?: dr dre... haha
Murderdolls or Orgy?: murderdolls
Slipknot or Mudvayne?: slipknot
Jessica Simpson or Mandy Moore?: neither
Twiztid or ICP?: neither
Metallica or Nirvana?: nirvana
Backstreet Boys or N'Sync?: neither
Stone Sour or Deftones?: stone sour
Zug Izland or Anybody Killa?: ?
Finch or Sinch?: Finch
Danzig or Misfits?: danzig
Eminem or Ja Rule?: neither
Rock or Rap?: rock
Country or Pop?: neither
Metal or Rock?: rock
Techno or Pop?: neither
Rap or Metal?: metal
Rock or Alternative?: alternatice rock

~*~This or That~*~

Hamburgers or Hotdogs?: hotdogs
The Sun or The Moon?: moon
Black or white?: both
The birds or the bees?: birds
Tv or internet?: internet
Movies or tv?: movies
Life or Death?: idc
Mom or Dad?: dad
Dog or cat?: cat
Love or sex?: love to sex
Cartoon Network or Nickelodeon?: cartoon network
Jack Nickelson or Christoper Walken?: jack nicholson
Heath Ledger or Josh Hartnett?: idk
Rose McGowan or Dita Von Teese?: dita von teese
Coke or Pepsi?: both
Spirit or 7up?: 7up
Goth or Punk?: punk
Playstation or xbox?: xbox
DVD or VHS?: dvd
Skateboarding or BMX?: skateboarding
CKY or Jackass?: cky
Bam Margera or Ryan Dunn?: ryan
HBO or Starz?: hbo
MTV or Fuse?: fuse
MSN or AIM?: aim
Hotmail or Yahoo?: hotmail
E-mail or IM?: im
Silver or Gold?: silver
Dark or Light?: dark
This or That?: that
Cubed or crushed?: crushed
Windows or Mac?: windows
Bzoink or Quizilla?: bzoink
Chocolate or Vanilla?: vanilla
80's or 90's?: 90s
60's or 70's?: 60s
Multiplying or Dividing?: multiplying
Horror or Comedy?: both

~*~Your Love/Sex Life~*~

Do you have a boy/girlfriend?: no
If so, what is their name and how long have you been together?: no
Do you have a crush on anyone?: yes
If so, how long have you had the crush?: awhile
What is your sexuality?: heterosexual
What is your biggest turn-on?: alot
What is your biggest turn-off?: nasty whores
Are you a virgin?: yes
If not, how many people have you been with?: bleh
Have you ever been in-love?: yes... but never again... because never again will i be fucked over...

~*~Your Opinion~*~

Abortion: i really dont care... their choice... but its is kinda wrong...
The Death Penalty: death is so much better than life in jail
Religion: fuck catholisism.. pick what you want...
Drug Legalization: they should.. they could make a lot of money
George Bush: FUCKING GOD DAMN DICK.... and speaking about death.. he killed a mentally disabled person...
War: stupid
Racism: FUCK RACISM AND NAZIS AND PEOPLE LIKE THAT... ITS A LITTLE PAST THE NEW MILLENIUM... GROW THE FUCK UP
Death: idk... it seems kinda weird...

~*~People~*~

Best male friend?: adam
Best female friend?: idk... i have alot
#1 male enemy: assholes
#1 female enemy: bitches
Friend that is most like you?: adam
Friend that is least like you?: idk
Friend that lives the closest?: stevii
Friend that lives the farthest?: idk
Friend who has always been there?: idk

~*~Internet~*~

What is your favorite website?: liquidgeneration.com
Do you have a website?: this thing
What is your favorite instant messenger?: aim
What is your favorite thing to do online?: what do you think....

hey maybe baby...

2004-05-20T17:13:10Z

it's 6th period and i want to go home. i hate school, i like the education, but i hate the school. i hate how everyone ignores me unless they want somehing. and i'm not trying to play part of this big cliche of "being different" or "cliques" and whatnot. i'm just sick of feeling so worthless and rotten. these kids sitting right next to me, i tried to talk to them and they turned around and faced the other way... started whispering. he's trying to read right now but i keep turning the screen. it's pretty dumb though since anyone can read this i guess. but he didn't care before so he shouldn't care now.

last weekend i went tot he mall becuase people told me they would meet me there. i ended up trailing adam helfrick and brent and then i felt like i was being a pain in the ass. those kids don't like me much. they weren't rude, but they weren't nice. i felt excluded. i don't know, i pretty much adore those girls though. they're so awesome even though i don't really know them. adam tried to make me feel better i guess. he would walk with me for a little bit, but i was in a really quiet mood and if i would have said anything i would have flipped out. but at least he tried. by the end of the night he got tired of it because i sat down with him and he was quiet. so i curled up in a ball and he walked away to find brent...and i did what i did most of the night--followed. steph and ashley and krista were there too but they didn't stay long. err...and that was pretty much the night. the only time i smiled was when we were buying pants for adam. and i'm still pissed and i still want to go home.

happy day of birth

2004-05-12T20:21:30Z

brent is complaining about having to empty the dishwasher on his birthday. i would help him, but it'd be too much of a pain in the ass...so no. he said he hates me now. blah. "bitch."

15 years ago on this day, (at 8:23 in the morning) brent allen wildasin was born. in his lifetime, he has accomplished almost slaughtering hundreds of priceless old lives by setting fire to a telephone pole, being the only male in hanover history to have his nutsack stepped on and twisted at the same time (and survive), and become the dirtiest kid i have ever known, (he hasn't bathed in 2 weeks straight). brent wildasin is still living to this day, and has funded the brent wildasin foundation which is dedicated to making everyone elses' lives completely miserable. as you can see, he has succeeded.

rachel, stay out of my computer you whorzizzle**

*"*whorzizzle" is a word that was copyrighted in brent wildasin's name on the date of january 12, 1657.

roar.

2004-04-29T21:30:37Z

brent made this for me, so he and his black ass is cool. he gets mad everytime i say his ass is black and erases the whole entry, so i will clarify myself, one ass cheek is white and the other is black. i've got a story:
tyler shit his pants once. it smelled like the inside of his asshole. since we weren't anywhere near a toilet, tyler had to get rid of the shit somehow. so, thiniing quickly (and shitting quickly) he bit his bottom lip in thought, and shat. he gave it hell. and then, the destroy the evidence, he rubbed it on a brown wall (greenish brown actually) and blended it in. therefore, the wall smelled like shit...tyler's shit. the end.